I always feel depressed [I Hate Valentines Day]

I always feel depressed when it’s Valentine’s Day because I’m so ugly that I don’t have anyone to love me and make me feel special. I mean, I really like someone and I have feelings for him, but he’s beyond my reach, he’s a star in the sky, and I’m so ugly his fans would want me to put a big bag over my head and tell me to let it go once I have my head in the toilet, and I doubt he’d ever want me. I just pray to God that God would free me from all my troubles. If I could be a lover, I would be a very dedicated lover, but I’m much too much too ugly to be anybody’s lover...I’m too hurt. I’m very hurt. I just want out. I really do, I really, really do.