Well here's my story as to why Im not acting the same

Last Thursday I was in the big Ford towing an El camino on a trailer. I was on a one lane road in the middle. As I came around a bend a car was coming. I started moving over when a bike behind the car passed. I #lambed on the brakes so hard the El camino broke the chains slamming into the back of me. The biker caught my mirror knocking him in the air and the corner of the trailer snapped his leg and ran him over. I stopped and heard the most awful scream in my life. People came running. He was air lifted to hospital