I Want to Wish Everyone a Happy Thanksgiving

To all my SW friends I take this moment to express my gratitude. I don't feel love, it's difficult for me to see you all sharing emotions when I have to make a conscious effort to care and even then I am pushing it. Sometimes I laugh and sometimes I know when the mood has turned to pain but I can never feel that in my heart. Thank you for being friendly to me, it means something and most of the time it's the only thing I have.