Sad, sad Sunday.

A little more than 16 years ago, my younger brother met a gal online and moved to Wyoming and married her. Now we never were too close when he was living about four hours away. A while back, I thought iti might be a good Idea to call him on his birthday, and he reciprocated a few times. I still have his message from last year. Well, yesterday I turned 61 and all day long I waited to hear from him, but he never called. Today, I am feeling lonely and depressed as hell because of that and a few other things. As goofy or stupid as this may sound right now, I just want to die. Yes, I am that upset right now.