I stayed at the New Years party until 3 in the morning and was the first to go home. I would have preferred to stay home but I went anyways.
Then the day after party I walked out in the middle because everyone thinks they have to scream to talk. My ears were starting to ring. Plus someones toddler was throwing a tantrum and crying. I literally got a headache from all of the yelling. I'm sure my early departure made it awkward as everyone was asking about me the next day.
Supposedly there is another one right now and I decided not to go. I honestly can't stand 4-5 hours of small talk and playing some stupid games. I went to someone's house on Christmas and their game was to have everyone pull a string out of a box with ketchup packets on the end. Tf.
Then there are people constantly walking into my room.
I feel like I'm being rude and boring but my social battery is dead.
I'm the same, I hate loud parties and having to pretend I'm having a great time. I'd much rather be with a few family and friends. having a meal and a few drinks, a few laughs, a few more drinks then remember a good night rather than one from hell.
