Yeah again since I've always wanted a daughter ❤❤❤

Yeah we won't talk about this... Again me wanting to have a daughter... Soo YEAH the first year I went to the Haunted House near my town... When we went on the Ghost tour... They had us in these public transportation vans.. and when we got in the van they had this girl teenager that was the "Tour Guide" and while she was talking... I was dressed up... And she asked me what I was supposed to be and I was like a ghetto version of Spiderman... And I told her that.. well we kept talking and it was weird that she talked to me the whole time during the tour and she had told me they had her has the tour guide that year because she was a cheerleader at her school and she was all loud and exciting and all... Idk it was just weird... It's almost like God keep putting me in these situations to prepare for MABY he will give me a daughter one day and showing me what to expect... But... Someone had made this AI cheerleader girl that just reminded me of her.. but also...My Mom took me to 4th of July fireworks in the next town over one time... And we get there and we are looking for a parking spot... Well during that I seen this family with a little girl probably about 11 or 12 years old and I sh*t you not the Mom had handed her a cigarette and she took a bit off it in the parking lot and I LOST IT! ... Well me and my Mom parked and was waiting on the fireworks to begin and while everyone was waiting for it to get dark all the kids where running around Playing... Well that same little girl was playing with some kids and they all had those little Glow sticks things.. and she didn't have one... Well I had went to dollar tree and got some glow sticks for the event... And when she was over by my mom's car playing with those kids I walked over there and gave her this glow stick thing I had that looked like a lollipop... And she said "I really Thank You for giving me that" but that was a Dollar tree one... And at the time I had a good 5 Below electrictronic glow stick thing that I had paid good money for and long story short I told my Mom I really should have gave her the good one I had... But when I did give her the dollar tree one she was Soo excited she had a Glow stick during the fireworks like those other kids and took back off Playing with those kids.... But I told my Mom with her parents letting her hit that cigarette they didn't deserve her... And somebody needed to call DHS on the parents... Hell I would have adopted her MYSELF and tooken better care of her than that FR FR!