What a day. I came home. Blessed myself with some pain medications which helped me dose off instantly and then woke up extremely depressed
And self-destructive. I managed to walk myself out of it by thinking how much love I have in my life. I went to shower and brush teeth to go back to bed but ate a giant amount of dessert instead.
Now I sit for bit then go wash my teeth again.
Being a woman is sometimes exhausting. I hate my period.
Yesterday my friend Eileen had a birthday. She is from Nigeria. She will go back to her country this year so it was also goodbye party. Her birthday wish was that women all over the world stop having periods because she was struggling with it at work. And I thought it is funny and we laughed at her.
But gad damn it she it right. It is impossible to work like this sometimes and so unfair how it treated like a normal thing to toughen up through it.
I am going to miss Eileen. She is amazing. Left her country, studied and worked here for 15 years. She had to go through the same things I did in Turkey and Canada. Work in other fields to feed herself and her family, while trying to stay afloat in medical school. And deal and hear all sorts of effing nonesense from humans who have it way easier. The ingratitude, the constant lies..etc She deserves better.
And I hope she does have it back home.
She says otherwise but I don't think she will comeback. Time will tell.
Now I sit for bit then go wash my teeth again.
Being a woman is sometimes exhausting. I hate my period.
Yesterday my friend Eileen had a birthday. She is from Nigeria. She will go back to her country this year so it was also goodbye party. Her birthday wish was that women all over the world stop having periods because she was struggling with it at work. And I thought it is funny and we laughed at her.
But gad damn it she it right. It is impossible to work like this sometimes and so unfair how it treated like a normal thing to toughen up through it.
I am going to miss Eileen. She is amazing. Left her country, studied and worked here for 15 years. She had to go through the same things I did in Turkey and Canada. Work in other fields to feed herself and her family, while trying to stay afloat in medical school. And deal and hear all sorts of effing nonesense from humans who have it way easier. The ingratitude, the constant lies..etc She deserves better.
And I hope she does have it back home.
She says otherwise but I don't think she will comeback. Time will tell.
