What is your opinion/ thought for birthday ideas

So my birthday is coming up in a few days and I like really have zero friends make new ones then find out I just attracted the ones that liked and use me. So I became picky and keep my friends circle down to a dot. What could be some idea for me to do to self celebrate my birthday day. (Hanging myself is out of the question! Lmfao cause I know there be one art ass out there that would say something like that)