I'm sorry, i shouldnt have gotten my hopes up

My birthday party was for tomorrow. We found a babysitter, i got a hot new outfit. I had a nail appointment before work. I let myself get excited. We have not truly celebrated my birthday in 7 years. No one has ever made a big deal about my birthday. I dont know why I even let myself get excited because apparently I just dont deserve to be celebrated. I'll never again let myself get excited about my birthday ever again.

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Elandra77

Im sorry. You deserve to be celebrated. This year and every year. I know how that can hurt as that is generally my existence as well. This year a therapist friend of mine threw a small party for me. But no one in my family did. Maybe find an outside family that will appreciate and celebrate you? Again, im sorry this happened.