I have too much baggage

Recent events have me all over the place and i notice old patterns resurfacing again and I don’t like it but it’s made me realise that I have a lot off baggage.

I have had so much pain in my life with people hurting me, letting me down, playing head games it’s messed me up.

I am now on a path of working through this mess because it’s not helping with my relationships now and isn’t serving me in a positive way.

I have a connection that is good for me and I keep sabotaging it and I don’t want to keep doing this it makes me feel angry!!