I been trying to focus my energy on appreciating myself and my skills and taking care of my needs .

Unfortunately Someone did something which made me feel pretty bad.

It wasn't intended to harm but it is bad for my mental health. I have been trying to nurture my soul, especially the child like parts. And what these people did made me feel disgusted because it is glorification which takes away from my efforts. It plays too much on egos and felt degrading towards my sense of shared human dignity.

I don't even know how to talk about it.

Ahh.

I am not sure why it bothered me too much.

It may prevent me from trying to love myself these coming days because it is consuming too much pf my tranquility.

I am tired. I will reflect on it more tomorrow.