Just a random vent... nothing as intense as my usuals.

I have an important exam coming up, and failing would mean repeating the residency year (I can't afford to do that, I'd rather just resign tbh) ... and as much as I try to shut down any devices and focus, I can't help overthinking about the many discoveries I learnt recently about myself, and I find myself scrolling down, reading what I wrote in my past posts and trying to make sense of everything. I think it started to become a doorway to escape from the stress of the exam.

Perhaps it was the wrong time to do all that self discovery, but you can't really control that, can you?

Heh, I really need to shut my mind off and focus on memorizing my lectures.

Wish me luck!