I Admire Wit and Intelligence

I feel very annoyed lately. I miss having a conversation with someone who exudes wisdom and profound knowledge. Lately, I feel as though I'm exposed to weakness and clingy-ness once again. I don't know why I allow certain things to bother me. There was a reason why or didn't work between us. I wanted to be genuinely needed and wanted, not from desperation. There's been so many times I've questioned my choices and decisions. Sometimes I regret it. Sometimes I don't. Do I like where I am now? I don't know. There's so much untouched territory. A friend of mine says that opposites can truly be attracted with one another, but their values, their morals, their standards all need to be the same. That makes sense to me. Whether it's politics, religion, or the rights of women/men, animals/environment, etc. Those are all things I want to explore in a relationship. I want to feel as though I'm delving into all those territories in my mind. I want to have an intellectual conversation. It's such a turn on when someone is smart and is able to wonder and think. It's great to live in the moment, but it's also great to take your past and your present, and plan and path for your future. Enough of these boys who are weak. Stand up tall and fight!