ive had enufffff

its so funny when im alone with a friend and she act all nice n shit and try to make me believe she love me most cus when we ina group all she does is degrade me n humiliate me 😍 as if she has some sort of control or power over me. like i know i please people n i know i act all stupid n dumb (solely bc i prefer not to show my low points) but i know yall shits lmfaooo. how ironic she always talks badly bout these other friends in private wit me but she always goes out wit em. likeeee??? or even if she mentions someone ina sweet way 2 me she will most likely gossip bout them when in that group. she claims im her only friend and she only trusts me but girly action speaks louder than some stupid ass words im so tired yawl