you ever have days where you're angry at everything
one thing i have and struggle with is extreme anger, and a severe temper...and on the occasions when i do lose my temper, that person near me get's it.....it's something i'm trying to work through, but it's not easy, as i manage a personality disorder.
but i just have days where i get angry at everything;
when my computer doesn't respond, because of some error ( its having major hardware problems at the moment, keeps freezing & restarting, so looks like i'm going to have to take it in to the computer shop and be without my computer again for a time ) - so i'm angry at that, and my computers inconsistency, as i not long ago had it repaired, so once again a fault.
- angry at people, because i have expectations, and when people only do so much, then 'that's it' they stop responding - i get enraged at their limitations and want to force them to do more.
angry at inanimate objects, like my smart phone if it won't function as i want and has some error.
just days where i'm angry at everything and everyone; black, white , asian - doesn't matter, just enraged with them all, enraged at their limitations, limited understanding etc......and really want to get aggressive with them over it....or just grab a claw hammer and smash everything to bits!
i'm white english,but i've hardly met any other english person who thinks or feels like me, to the lengths i do - and there's only a few people in my family who get me, for example, my mother had a violent temper as a young woman, so my mum understands me very much, as i'm like her a lot.....but outside my family, i've never met anyone who thinks and feels like me to the extent i do? - and in many ways i'm proud of myself, because i've never been a sheep who just hops on the bandwagon with everyone else, like many do.
but i just have days where i get angry at everything;
when my computer doesn't respond, because of some error ( its having major hardware problems at the moment, keeps freezing & restarting, so looks like i'm going to have to take it in to the computer shop and be without my computer again for a time ) - so i'm angry at that, and my computers inconsistency, as i not long ago had it repaired, so once again a fault.
- angry at people, because i have expectations, and when people only do so much, then 'that's it' they stop responding - i get enraged at their limitations and want to force them to do more.
angry at inanimate objects, like my smart phone if it won't function as i want and has some error.
just days where i'm angry at everything and everyone; black, white , asian - doesn't matter, just enraged with them all, enraged at their limitations, limited understanding etc......and really want to get aggressive with them over it....or just grab a claw hammer and smash everything to bits!
i'm white english,but i've hardly met any other english person who thinks or feels like me, to the lengths i do - and there's only a few people in my family who get me, for example, my mother had a violent temper as a young woman, so my mum understands me very much, as i'm like her a lot.....but outside my family, i've never met anyone who thinks and feels like me to the extent i do? - and in many ways i'm proud of myself, because i've never been a sheep who just hops on the bandwagon with everyone else, like many do.
46-50, M