I Don't Hate Myself, I Just Don't Like Myself Very Much
I don't hate myself.
I know that I matter and that its okay that I am not perfect.
I don't hate myself, I am just angry with myself for mistakes that I can't help, but remember no matter how hard I forget.
I think I am just mad that I'm not doing what I always wanted to do, I haven't met the great people before they passed away, and if I started early in my life, things would have been different.
You know those scenarios where if you could start over from a specific point, would you?
Yes, I would and knowing that I can't hurts. It hurts because I now know what went wrong and if I did something different, I could be happy. But I can't.
I know that I matter and that its okay that I am not perfect.
I don't hate myself, I am just angry with myself for mistakes that I can't help, but remember no matter how hard I forget.
I think I am just mad that I'm not doing what I always wanted to do, I haven't met the great people before they passed away, and if I started early in my life, things would have been different.
You know those scenarios where if you could start over from a specific point, would you?
Yes, I would and knowing that I can't hurts. It hurts because I now know what went wrong and if I did something different, I could be happy. But I can't.
26-30, M