It is my concern though against my will!

I live in the middle east , Egypt. Yes there is no open war here but still there are clashes in Sinai. Yes we have a considerable amount of apparent safety but still people are dirty here like anywhere else. If they had a chance , they will burn everything like what happened in the nineties. I don't trust this country since back then. People had a chance to revolute but still it is stinky and tragically it will end in very bad consequences. I don't trust revolutions. After 2013 it started to show its ugly face. Till now Egypt is in a crisis , for more than 12 years and it doesn't seem to end soon. I can't tell you how much hate I bear towards what is happening here and in the surrounding countries . I will keep cursing them all. May be they rest in hell for all the crimes they made, all of them. Honestly I can't take all these thoughts out of me and move on. It is like forced concern that I have to live with. They happened already and disturbed my soul . I don't know if I am gonna make it this time anymore.