Theres this 'thing' ....its a TERRIBLE tbing !

...and this other make believe absolutely AWFUL thing, and im freaking out about it, (which actually means 'im bored and need drama').

But back to this 'thing':

- I won't tell you the 'thing'.
- But i want sympathy for the 'thing'
- You HAVE to ask me all about the 'thing'
- And i will give you vague, non defining defintions about the 'thing'.
-'Which hopefully will make you ask me more stuff about 'me' and the 'thing'.

Dont expect me to narrow down to what this 'thing' actually is, coz then id have to face my reality and ....i just can't handle being a typical boring person.
- Im important.
- The whole world revoles around me gadammit.

Push me too hard and ill pull out the big guns and choose avoidance and ghost you



... which i can later deflect off as 'trauma' to this imaginary 'thing'.


Oh, i nearly forgot:
I will also use hundreds words and no grammar....to not tell you all about this 'thing'.

I will also strain your eyes with one BIG WAD of text as i refuse to learn that words form sentences, sentences form paragraphs, and paragraphs make stories.


Please send attention/pity/ sympathy/uninformed advices and monies

Yours in desperation and delusion💋


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