Oh magic village shaman

Since I was young I was judged for talking about spirits and energy and feelings. I was told I sounded like a lunatic if I mentioned how people or places had energies to them/vibes. I was yelled at by my mother once for saying I didn't like the new apartment because it felt bad. As a child I didn't know how to say it in words but I knew it carried bad energy. I was laughed at as an adult for saying places contain memory and energy from previous lives and events. The walls are the ears and if we listen we can hear them speak through us and our feelings. A house can be sick like a human. The people before us left some objects behind i found in a closet. A pair of wedding like heels and I also found a tie. The doors were pretty scratched up and beat up in the bedrooms especially the one we were told was to be my brother and I's room. Come to find out later on by the woman next door a couple lived there with their kids and went through a nasty divorce . Lots of screaming and yelling. Things went bad for us for awhile. Financial issues with my mother losing her job, everyone was cranky, a snowball effect. Throwing those objects away did help but i was never completely comfortable there.

When i would speak about seeing things or feeling dead pets return I was told I was nuts. Oh stop making up stories none of it is real. But I can see it and feel it how can I make up stories when it's there with me? The only one who ever backed me up was my grandmother. She's the one who taught me a lot because she too could see and understand. My brother only understood once when he had his own little encounter with a spirit in his home. Maybe I'm not so nuts afterall. Maybe it was a lesson for all the years you made fun of me and called me the village shaman as a joke. Oh no the village elder is going to cleanse us all. Oh boy here comes shaman po with his stupid ideas and fantasy stories again.

Not everyone may necessarily understand but someday you may have your own encounter or experience to tell. When or if you do it would be nice to not be seen as crazy.