I Hate Conflict

There is a very random pattern of memories in my brain.
I forget a lot of things ,ignore and filter out all unnecessary stuff from my mind.
Yet at the most unexpected circumstances,I am reminded of those in the most brutal manner.
I keep shifting them at the edge ,but still I don't know why it always have to be like this.
I don't want those memories to inhabit me ,yet they seem to eat away my joyous nature .

So just a day before,I woke up to an early morning dream of we making love and talking in whispers,his soft touchs and the promises,the laughter..
It took a while to realise thats just a stupid dream.Later that day,at all tiny intervals ,I kept thinking of us ,of him.

This is probably after a long gap post break up ,I am contemplating.
Doesn't make any sense,does it?

I know,I am going to ignore this again for the next few months,until one day it crops again.

Misery they say,won't leave you so easily.

I wonder if this happens to others as well..