Aren't I a dramatic little bltch

I broke my phone this morning because I got upset and now I can't stop ugly crying 👀 I'm also possibly a hormonal disaster because yesterday all I had to eat was a ten calorie monster and a mystery calorie rice crispy. I did also technically have three 220 calorie hard lemonades last night but being the ridiculous lightweight I am those didn't stay down so they maybe don't count. I was starting to have a tea today but then I had my little fit and broke my phone and now I don't care to eat or feel hungry at all anymore. And I'm also maybe on or about to start my period which really doesn't help me feel less sad. So I'm all around doing a really great job at being alive right now.

And now that I may be without a phone for a few days I'm really buggin because I finally managed to find a way to contact my roommate but not my ex (who I talk to daily and makes me feel better) and he's going to stress thinking I died or am ghosting him or something. I'm not someone to seek comfort in other people but I was lowkey hoping one of the two could swoop in and rescue this damsel but ones on a boat and the other I can't find a way to contact at all. I've never been so close to calling out of work (at this job) before but boy do I really fxcking want to. But I won't