I’m Not Ready

The original post for context:

https://similarworlds.com/dating-websites/5576403-Im-Probably-Making-a-Mistake-I-made-a-profile-on-the-FB


But yeah, I’m not ready to start trying to make friends of the opposite sex. Even though the her I talked about and the breakfast date was agreed to be a Friendship thing…,
After I said yes I had all types of reservations.
The key reservation was that after I said yes, I immediately felt like I was cheating.

As true as it is that I know for sure that my last relationship has been over for months and that she moved on and is doing other things since a month ago…, that’s not my issue.

My issue is, if I’m still carrying thiese types of feelings that hit me sideways and there’s these off putting feelings of guilt involved, then I’m not mentally, emotionally, or in any other way, READY, to engage a person of the opposite sex in any type of relationship.

I explained it all to the woman and she understood. I thanked her for her understanding and then deleted the dating app.

Right now I have 2 people in my head and they’re both versions of me.
1 says I’m ready, the other says I’m not.

I think I’ll wait until my 2 sides stop arguing about it before I move or slide in that direction.

Thanks to everyone that offered their advice on the last post.
I do appreciate your thoughts and honesty.

Peace,
Rob