I'll talk to people who are supposedly interested in me but the moment they want to meet I disappear. Why? Doubt they'd want me anymore in person

@YoMomma Unfortunately in photos my height hides all the lumps and bumps you can't see until I appear in person.

@IAmNothing so? The right person won’t care.. you have to take the chance not pre sabotage the situation out of fear

@YoMomma just trying to shield myself from rejection

@IAmNothing i know.. but not everyone will .. some people still like and love people who are not a size zero.. you don't have to sabotage yourself 🙂 some people actually like and prefer large women so don't be ashamed of yourself .. 🙂

@YoMomma i just wish it was simpler

@IAmNothing i know guys who married fat women and were perfectly happy with them the way they were.. not everyone is that way tho so it’s good to just be the way you are and let the people who like you as such to have a chance.. sigh

@YoMomma I just wish the gym would hurry up and drop weight like crazy for me.

@IAmNothing yeah we wish but it takes time and effort 🙁

@YoMomma All I'm doing honestly is gaining muscle it seems. Sigh....

@IAmNothing maybe you need a different type of workout

@YoMomma Maybe or it could be genetics. Both my parents gain muscle easily.

@IAmNothing oh 🙂