I let go someone amazing, wonderful, incomparable

Remember what I said yesterday about this guy divorced and has children. I think I am in love with him. I met him in 2020 and he helped with some stuff, we didn’t start seeing each other until this year. He is a good guy. I don’t know what would I let go someone’s great.. it’s stupid! He understood me, I Love his voice, his laugh, his attitude, everything
He is someone that a woman is looking for. Gosh what did I do!