have you shown interst or made the first move?? try it!!

Be patient Holly. By advancing so rapidly academically, you no doubt bypassed the young love interactions. There is plenty of time for love. You did well to concentrate on academia. Nerdy is cool. And you're plenty "purdy". The rest will come naturally.

someone refuse\reject you?? i wonder if its the purdy im lacking

Actually, there are lots of men who are attracted to purty, nerdy, non-flirty women.

( It's a good thing I proofread this. My autocorrect wanted "putty!")

Oh Holly get all dolly and find a wally