Shit is hard

I never had much of a way of being around women when I was in highschool. From 13 to 16 I went to a therapeutic all boys boarding school. While there apart from having to deal with my own issues along with the consequences of living with others with similar issues. I never really was around with girls my age. In reality it did not matter as I had no real interest In them till about 17. But by then I was still in a environment with being surrounded by mostly guys. The school I was attending had I believe 7 girls. And whom none I found attractive.

After highschool I had the same issues I needed to deal with before I felt I could handle dating or really being around girls. That time took me till age 25 until I was confident enough to try any experiences. With me being 27 I unfortunately still have very little experience with women and it feels even harder trying to find anyone rn. Cause everyone my age is either married or knee deep in their career. Meanwhile I never went to college and or got a career so I’m Stuck trying to date people in my circle of people I work with or dating apps. But that’s mostly bone dry. I could go on and on, about the way I feel the future will turn out. But I guess I just need to find alternatives or accept the way things are. I Dunno I guess I just needed to rant a bit.