I dont trust dating websites

38 years ago I met my very first girl on a dating website, we where together awhile before she found another and better guy. We broked up and since then I have never had a girl. I have tried a few more dejting websites but now I dont trust any of them anymore because they cost a fortune just to find a trustworthy woman that dont cheat guys and cheats the guys out of their money. Women can do this in real life too and this has made me suspicious and thinking if its any idea to meet a girl at all or is it maybe better to live alone forever.

34 years ago my doc told me I have cerebellar Ataxia and since then my life has been changed forever but luckily I can still do much things. My doc said to me that I can do much more than I think. Now I know why people, both guys and girls, have bullied me for more than 30 years and now I also know why it is so hard to find a girl. The love is like a big lottery...only perfect guys with certain abilities gets girls other guys like me are loosers.