26-30, M
Kind, mostly positive, honest, shy, thinker
About Me About Me
[big]Who am I? Well let's see...[/big]
I am [b]Pontus[/b], a shy 23-year old college student from Sweden who tend to sit in front of the computer because of too much free time.
That would be a general image of ME, if more needs to be said just keep reading.
[big]Life[/big]
[sep]
[b]Younger years[/b]
As young I was extremely shy and short which made me easy picking for bullying.
Through sheer luck I grew up in a smaller village, with few amounts of people, where everyone knew each other, so i didn't get much of the bullying part.
Early on I got into the love of computers which gave me more to do than before given that i were no sportsperson.
It was a normal thing for me to try to be part of the cooler kids, which in itself got me to do somewhat bad stuff and change hairstyle into dreads (A look which i regret today).
It was also during these younger years that I got my first relationship, that held for at most a month. The girl later broke up with me and made me feel the tears and horrors that a person of that age normally don't feel. And from that moment on tears and emotions have never left this body, haha.
During the later 'younger years' I got deeper into manga and anime. Which i haven't stopped with yet.
[b]Teenage years[/b]
Early on the only real change that started happening was the smaller extent of LAN parties with my friends.
Personality, the same old shyness, eating disorder, quietness etc.
Looks, same average-looking short dude.
Social life, still the awkward nerd with few but close friends.
High School started and the choice was between Technical and Media for education. Because my friends chose Technical i went with the same (something I today can say was the right choice).
Around 17 the parties started and the alcohol just snowballed. Given my personality and how that changed with alcohol it was a given when partying or trying to get just a step closer to girls.
At the last teenage year (19) I graduated with average grades with a kind of proud face. I got the closest I'd ever been to a girl, that would be making out at a club on and off for a couple of hours. Earned a fair amount of money from a "job" I had for a month. So all-in-all a pretty awesome year.
[b]Today[/b]
Today my life basically could be counted as:
Studying
Anime
Games
Movies/Series
Youtube
Music
Beer, food and/or partying with my old pals once a month
[b]Education[/b]
My currently cleared education would be High School, given that I now study in college.
Currently I am studying 'Science in Computer Engineering'. So basically what I study is a couple different programming languages, math, leadership, algorithms and networking.
[b]Relationship[/b]
[i]Status:[/i] Single
[i]Sexuallity:[/i] Hetrosexual
I have only been in one relationship in my life, and that was when i were around 11... So there's not really anything to write here.
[big]Personality[/big]
[sep]
[b]Shy[/b]
[i]I'm not really too shy anymore but it's visual enough that it still counts[/i]
[b]Calm[/b]
[i]Even if stuff are bad that day, year or anytime I rarely lose it and go crazy because i don't know what to do or to think. During these times, and any other time, I keep calm and think out a plan or solution.[/i]
[b]Honest[/b]
[i]Of course have I lied before and probably will. But for most of the time i find it hard to get a reason to not tell the truth[/i]
[b]Kind[/b]
[i]This one is honestly hard to decide by myself but i try to keep this as a normal trait of mine.[/i]
[b]Perfectionist[/b]
[i]If it's not at the best that i can make/keep it then the person seeing/using/getting this won't be happy with it. That's probably a normal deep thought in the line of perfectionism for me.[/i]
[b]Self-critical[/b]
[i]This one would occur at any conversation or action i am part of. So... maybe 90% of my life.[/i]
[b]Insecure[/b]
[i]This one comes down to the normal ones in looks, certain body features, voice etc.[/i]
[b]Lazy[/b]
[i]Given too much free time this would part of my personality. Else it's not seen that much.[/i]
[b]Other "fun" things to know[/b]
[i]Eating Disorder[/i] [quote]This is a special one. It's not the "normal" kind of eating disorder that you can see in most people with eating disorder. This unconsciously make me not dare to eat anything i don't like. In a sense you could say that it makes me too scared to eat anything I have yet to try. So what I normally eat in one month could be counted on maybe two hands.[/quote]
[i]Social Phobia[/i] [quote]I'd say this is the worst part of my personality honestly. It's so bad that just writing to a person on the internet pretty much give me a heart attack (theoretically, it's not that it will really happen). Writing this is easy though given that I'm not writing to someone specifically.[/quote]
[i]Thalassophobia[/i] [quote]'Fear of Open Water', Best example would be that if a boat in the middle of an ocean/a sea started sinking I'd be dead before the boat had sunk half the way down into the water.[/quote]
[i]arachnophobia[/i] [quote]'Fear of Spiders', As long as they are not anywhere close to me, and i don't know what they are doing, we can both live our lives without problem.[/quote]
[big]Likes/Dislikes[/big]
[sep]
[b][c=#359E00]Likes[/c]:[/b]
[i]Computers[/i] [quote]ofc?[/quote]
[i]Tennis[/i] [quote]Not so much watching as playing[/quote]
[i]Games[/i] [quote]Currently this would be Osu!, CS:GO, WoW, Far Cry 5[/quote]
[i]Anime[/i] [quote]Currently watching 'Baka to Test' again[/quote]
[i]Cold[/i] [quote]Anything above around 20C is death[/quote]
[i]Music[/i] [quote]I listen to pretty much anything but tend to mostly listen to Hardstyle, Metal, Rock, JPop, JRock, Vocaloid. Link to an average Spotify-playlist of mine exists bellow[/quote]
[i]Coding[/i] [quote]Job, Hobby, pretty much what i would use as work[/quote]
[i]Japan[/i] [quote]Really interesting country and culture[/quote]
[i]Japanese[/i] [quote]I wouldn't class myself as a weeb but if you do by this point I wouldn't blame you ^^[/quote]
[b][c=#BF0000]Dislikes[/c]:[/b]
[i]A good amount of, probably good, food[/i] [quote]unfortunately[/quote]
[i]Crowded spaces[/i] [quote]Tends to get uncomfortable[/quote]
[i]Errors[/i] [quote]They just want to appear every time I'm working[/quote]
[i]Heat[/i] [quote]If it's too warm doing anything will be a problem[/quote]
[big]Extra Links (and names)[/big]
[sep]
[b][i]Animelist:[/i][/b] https://www.anime-planet.com/users/DataPata
[b][i]Osu! Old Site:[/i][/b] https://osu.ppy.sh/u/DataPata
[b][i]Osu! New Site:[/i][/b] https://osu.ppy.sh/users/985360
[b][i]Steam:[/i][/b] https://steamcommunity.com/id/pontanan
[b][i]Discordname:[/i][/b] DataPata
[b][i]Playlist:[/i][/b] https://open.spotify.com/user/paz3r/playlist/1E9CIttsN0LFp0jR9frnIP?si=zMRIRHgZTSKjvO8IzFTI_w
[b]If you by this point have any question(s) i don't mind a PM[/b]
I am [b]Pontus[/b], a shy 23-year old college student from Sweden who tend to sit in front of the computer because of too much free time.
That would be a general image of ME, if more needs to be said just keep reading.
[big]Life[/big]
[sep]
[b]Younger years[/b]
As young I was extremely shy and short which made me easy picking for bullying.
Through sheer luck I grew up in a smaller village, with few amounts of people, where everyone knew each other, so i didn't get much of the bullying part.
Early on I got into the love of computers which gave me more to do than before given that i were no sportsperson.
It was a normal thing for me to try to be part of the cooler kids, which in itself got me to do somewhat bad stuff and change hairstyle into dreads (A look which i regret today).
It was also during these younger years that I got my first relationship, that held for at most a month. The girl later broke up with me and made me feel the tears and horrors that a person of that age normally don't feel. And from that moment on tears and emotions have never left this body, haha.
During the later 'younger years' I got deeper into manga and anime. Which i haven't stopped with yet.
[b]Teenage years[/b]
Early on the only real change that started happening was the smaller extent of LAN parties with my friends.
Personality, the same old shyness, eating disorder, quietness etc.
Looks, same average-looking short dude.
Social life, still the awkward nerd with few but close friends.
High School started and the choice was between Technical and Media for education. Because my friends chose Technical i went with the same (something I today can say was the right choice).
Around 17 the parties started and the alcohol just snowballed. Given my personality and how that changed with alcohol it was a given when partying or trying to get just a step closer to girls.
At the last teenage year (19) I graduated with average grades with a kind of proud face. I got the closest I'd ever been to a girl, that would be making out at a club on and off for a couple of hours. Earned a fair amount of money from a "job" I had for a month. So all-in-all a pretty awesome year.
[b]Today[/b]
Today my life basically could be counted as:
Studying
Anime
Games
Movies/Series
Youtube
Music
Beer, food and/or partying with my old pals once a month
[b]Education[/b]
My currently cleared education would be High School, given that I now study in college.
Currently I am studying 'Science in Computer Engineering'. So basically what I study is a couple different programming languages, math, leadership, algorithms and networking.
[b]Relationship[/b]
[i]Status:[/i] Single
[i]Sexuallity:[/i] Hetrosexual
I have only been in one relationship in my life, and that was when i were around 11... So there's not really anything to write here.
[big]Personality[/big]
[sep]
[b]Shy[/b]
[i]I'm not really too shy anymore but it's visual enough that it still counts[/i]
[b]Calm[/b]
[i]Even if stuff are bad that day, year or anytime I rarely lose it and go crazy because i don't know what to do or to think. During these times, and any other time, I keep calm and think out a plan or solution.[/i]
[b]Honest[/b]
[i]Of course have I lied before and probably will. But for most of the time i find it hard to get a reason to not tell the truth[/i]
[b]Kind[/b]
[i]This one is honestly hard to decide by myself but i try to keep this as a normal trait of mine.[/i]
[b]Perfectionist[/b]
[i]If it's not at the best that i can make/keep it then the person seeing/using/getting this won't be happy with it. That's probably a normal deep thought in the line of perfectionism for me.[/i]
[b]Self-critical[/b]
[i]This one would occur at any conversation or action i am part of. So... maybe 90% of my life.[/i]
[b]Insecure[/b]
[i]This one comes down to the normal ones in looks, certain body features, voice etc.[/i]
[b]Lazy[/b]
[i]Given too much free time this would part of my personality. Else it's not seen that much.[/i]
[b]Other "fun" things to know[/b]
[i]Eating Disorder[/i] [quote]This is a special one. It's not the "normal" kind of eating disorder that you can see in most people with eating disorder. This unconsciously make me not dare to eat anything i don't like. In a sense you could say that it makes me too scared to eat anything I have yet to try. So what I normally eat in one month could be counted on maybe two hands.[/quote]
[i]Social Phobia[/i] [quote]I'd say this is the worst part of my personality honestly. It's so bad that just writing to a person on the internet pretty much give me a heart attack (theoretically, it's not that it will really happen). Writing this is easy though given that I'm not writing to someone specifically.[/quote]
[i]Thalassophobia[/i] [quote]'Fear of Open Water', Best example would be that if a boat in the middle of an ocean/a sea started sinking I'd be dead before the boat had sunk half the way down into the water.[/quote]
[i]arachnophobia[/i] [quote]'Fear of Spiders', As long as they are not anywhere close to me, and i don't know what they are doing, we can both live our lives without problem.[/quote]
[big]Likes/Dislikes[/big]
[sep]
[b][c=#359E00]Likes[/c]:[/b]
[i]Computers[/i] [quote]ofc?[/quote]
[i]Tennis[/i] [quote]Not so much watching as playing[/quote]
[i]Games[/i] [quote]Currently this would be Osu!, CS:GO, WoW, Far Cry 5[/quote]
[i]Anime[/i] [quote]Currently watching 'Baka to Test' again[/quote]
[i]Cold[/i] [quote]Anything above around 20C is death[/quote]
[i]Music[/i] [quote]I listen to pretty much anything but tend to mostly listen to Hardstyle, Metal, Rock, JPop, JRock, Vocaloid. Link to an average Spotify-playlist of mine exists bellow[/quote]
[i]Coding[/i] [quote]Job, Hobby, pretty much what i would use as work[/quote]
[i]Japan[/i] [quote]Really interesting country and culture[/quote]
[i]Japanese[/i] [quote]I wouldn't class myself as a weeb but if you do by this point I wouldn't blame you ^^[/quote]
[b][c=#BF0000]Dislikes[/c]:[/b]
[i]A good amount of, probably good, food[/i] [quote]unfortunately[/quote]
[i]Crowded spaces[/i] [quote]Tends to get uncomfortable[/quote]
[i]Errors[/i] [quote]They just want to appear every time I'm working[/quote]
[i]Heat[/i] [quote]If it's too warm doing anything will be a problem[/quote]
[big]Extra Links (and names)[/big]
[sep]
[b][i]Animelist:[/i][/b] https://www.anime-planet.com/users/DataPata
[b][i]Osu! Old Site:[/i][/b] https://osu.ppy.sh/u/DataPata
[b][i]Osu! New Site:[/i][/b] https://osu.ppy.sh/users/985360
[b][i]Steam:[/i][/b] https://steamcommunity.com/id/pontanan
[b][i]Discordname:[/i][/b] DataPata
[b][i]Playlist:[/i][/b] https://open.spotify.com/user/paz3r/playlist/1E9CIttsN0LFp0jR9frnIP?si=zMRIRHgZTSKjvO8IzFTI_w
[b]If you by this point have any question(s) i don't mind a PM[/b]