I Cant Sleep Because My Mind Keeps Racing

"Should I message her or not? Should I ask if she's already dating someone now? Should I tell her I have moved on even I'm not?"

These were my thoughts last night. I know it's stupid, but when I saw her attended the adult prom with a guy, it's breaking my heart. Its been 2 months since we broke up and I haven't moved on.

I know she deserves to be happy and I can't make her happy. If I only I can just fly and stay there with her forever. I'll show her how much I love her.

My angel that got away. :(

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Fernie · F

You'll find another angel...believe me

JennyACTII · 26-30

@Fernie Thank you.

Fernie · F

@JennyACTII This will pass. Be well

JennyACTII · 26-30

@Fernie We've been on and off for almost 5 years. I think she just got tired of hoping that we'll see each other soon. Things just don't work everything between us especially time, communication and physical attachment. For 5 years, we've been trying to hold on and hoping meet someday but it just ended like that.

Fernie · F

@JennyACTII You've been trying to hold on to what for 5 years? The relationship? Is this your first relationship? Sounds like it. It also sounds like there isn't much to hang on TO. This type of situation rarely ends well. I wish you would just let it go and move on...love isn't supposed to be this way...need is...but not love

JennyACTII · 26-30

@Fernie I understand what your saying. Whenever we have breakups, I dated someone else. But with all those relationship I had, I never felt that kind of feeling with anyone like what I have for her.

This may sound cheesy but I think she's my true love.

Fernie · F

@JennyACTII Maybe she is sweetie...but you might not be hers. Just be sensible and take care of your heart

JennyACTII · 26-30

@Fernie :) I will. Thank you.