There is no time for giving up
Now that I am actually going through the transitional phase of immigration, I can't believe that I thought I could do this while living with my family who would have been in every way the obstacle of a smooth and successful move.
Having to go through virtual interviews, I mean how would I have even done this in that house of no privacy..
The amount of stress and the number of things that need to get done, I can't believe that I would have been able to manage this IN ADDITION to the stress of my family.
I may have underestimated the process, or since it was like a "dream" in my head, I never really cared (or maybe even wanted) to dig deep into the details of how overwhelming this experience is going to be, emotionally and physically too, in terms of time and work that need to be committed to this.
I think I liked to keep it simple in my head, just as a defense mechanism, that this can be done.. To be honest, I am not sure if it could have been done, but even if this was the case, it would have been a lot more difficult than it already is.
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Having to go through virtual interviews, I mean how would I have even done this in that house of no privacy..
The amount of stress and the number of things that need to get done, I can't believe that I would have been able to manage this IN ADDITION to the stress of my family.
I may have underestimated the process, or since it was like a "dream" in my head, I never really cared (or maybe even wanted) to dig deep into the details of how overwhelming this experience is going to be, emotionally and physically too, in terms of time and work that need to be committed to this.
I think I liked to keep it simple in my head, just as a defense mechanism, that this can be done.. To be honest, I am not sure if it could have been done, but even if this was the case, it would have been a lot more difficult than it already is.
[media=https://youtu.be/LiCV5VKTWHE]
31-35, F
