cowshed123

Oh how much i hope the gyms open soon, i really miss my workouts. im doing my best just now to do little workouts at home and going for daily long walks, but its not the same, i prefer the gym!!

It's been over a year now, well almost 14 months to be exact since i last gambled.It's been a long hard road after so many years of dealing with my issues. this is now the longest i have gone without gambling since my problems started many years ago, and this time, after going through CBT and opening up about my issues, feels so much different to any other times i tried to stop gambling. the only problem now, is dealing with my debts. i have sought financial advice about it all, and although bankruptcy seems like such an easy option, i actually want to take responsibility for my issues and pay back my debts in full, but with all this covid19 and so on, there is so much uncertainty around my job and so on!! i hope everything goes back to normal and my job is safe, so i can continue to pay off my debts until i'm debt free, otherwise i might end up having to go down the bankruptcy road, which i don't want to do, but i might not have an option!!