I feel the same way, I do not wish to gain the whole world nor forfeit my soul... I don't care if the world loves me or hates me... I love Jesus Christ and keep my lifeline in Him alive, or is it the other way around He's keeping me alive! Anyways my only job is to go out into the world and proclaim the Gospel for people to repent for the Kingdom of Heaven is near! To both good and bad people, and in the end the Angels are the reapers! Knowing full well that the devil is also going out into the world destroying everything good... But it's not up to me to destroy his works but to expose them when I can and keep living like the Good Lord asked us to to live in Love and by Faith in Him, Worshipping God and loving others like we love ourselves... But these worlds illuminate what's really in our hearts and Jesus takes away the sins of the worlds King James Bible
For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known. The part that says darkly means a dim mirror like a TV set God inspires movies about my life no word of a lie and these movies and such are also referred to as the worlds I can hear Angels singing right now as I type this...
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.
Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son. This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed.
But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God.
John 15:19- If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you. Remember what I told you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also. If they obeyed my teaching, they will obey yours also. They will treat you this way because of my name, for they do not know the one who sent me. If I had not come and spoken to them, they would not be guilty of sin; but now they have no excuse for their sin.
Matthew 5:14-16
New International Version
14 “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.
New International Version
But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are,
so that no human being might boast in the presence of God.
To me these things are true to the parallel worlds from the magic in our hearts that secret part of us that Only God can see and bring forth to light for all to see... That crush on the married man who does not belong to you if he did he would love you as his own, yeah NOOO! The scriptures make everything make so much sense even 2000 years later that darkly mirror to me is that dim TV which to me is a reflection of US me and the people in my life, all of the doctors in both towns I go to, my friends and family, even people who work at the gas station God has made movies of US ALL! With Dopplegangers living out our deepest desires in these movies like WHOA ! I love God not the world, but I love the people in these worlds enough to want to save their souls, because I've seen a few of my most beloved friends in these movies and commercials become possessed by the devil if not saved in time! And it's because I sat back and did nothing, it's our job to go out into the world baptizing them and making deciples of the nations!! NO NEED TO COWER!