@LadyGrace I was in a bad place when I was younger and I didn't know where to go so I went to a church. I did my best to control my tics and outbursts but I couldn't do I was asked to leave and not to come back so I didn't
@Cigarguy101 Oh that is so sad. I'm so sorry. ❤🫂 I know one thing you could do. You could watch all the sermons you want to on YouTube. Just looked up the Billy Graham sermons and you will love them. I enjoy them so much and you'll get just as much out of them as you would if you had gone to church cuz you are going to church in fact, when you watch with other believers.
@LadyGrace I too have to attend the church of YouTube, due to my illness, for I fear and have been told time and time again that an impure spirit that harasses me has also harassed the people in those churches... I didn't mean for it to happen, I thought I was the only one suffering from it, but once I realized that it was attacking innocent church members I decided to stick to preachers online such as Billy Graham Ministries, Dr. Charles Stanley from In Touch Ministries, David Diga Hemandez, and Derek Prince Sermons! They all have touched me through their teachings, Once Billy Graham Ministries made the first movie about my life back when I first received it in 2006 but it was inspired I believe in 2004 Called The Last Flight Out!!! That was when I realized that what I was seeing on the TV was from God Himself! And that my TV wasn't possessed! I didn't know!!! I wanted to throw my TV in the garbage for exposing me! Another time I was watching Dr. Charles Stanley preaching and I said below my breath... I love you! And as he was preaching mid sentence unrelated to what he was preaching he said I love you too!!! Like as if he was telling me directly that he loved me! ME!! Then a few weeks ago David Diga Hermandez said place your hands up to the screen and pray with me (him) then he said some of you will feel a fire, and some of you will feel a power in your hands!! I could totally feel that power in my hands!! It was so awesome!!! So I do feel that these encounters are real Holy Spirit church encounters among the Body of Believers and still counts as such! And nobody is going to leave me, and run away, not cast me out of the church of believers, it's the best that I can get unfortunately For I do wish to attend a real church and make real friends but I've done that time and time again, and realized what was going wrong, it wasn't me but a battle of an impure spirit in Heavenly places... My one true wish is for God to cast this demon out of us for good!! Forever, then I will be freeeeee!!!
