I can hear Heavenly music right now....

@Ferise1 I was there too once, I had sold my soul when I was 19 years old...But Jesus Christ blead and redeemed me, He died to give me His life, then I was born again, and then so much grace had been given to me, from the Hand of the Lord to movies being inspired about my life called my worlds...Then I faced my worlds and my demons, and became more like Christ He gave me beauty for ashes.. I had been crucified with Christ but yet I lived not I but Christ who lives in me...He started healing people at the hospitals, He seated me in Heavenly places...And finally He delivered me! I would sugguest giving faith in Christ a real fighting chance! There is no one too far out of reach for Him not to be able to save...You could listen to my testemony sung by like minded musicians on YouTube...They're not completely in order for the songs at the end were put there at a later date, but if you Look Up my testomony sung by like minded musicians by Chantal Bossert, it tells a story of grace and victory...In the end!! I am happier now, I have a sweet peace that goes beyond understanding, I know how to handle situations, and I can hear Heavenly Angels sing in beautiful harmonies. And I know I am going to Heaven!! Wanna come???

@saintsong sounds a lot like brainwashing😂 are you on drugs?

@Ferise1 I dabbled in the occult, thinking it was a game...Not knowing I was opening my soul up to demonic forces when I was 19....Then I surrendered to Jesus Christ and followed Him into Heavenly realms... You can make fun of me all you want.. You do you...As for me I will live in Love and by Faith! Byeee!

@Ferise1 Jesus saves!!!

@saintsong yeah well I prayed a lot and nothing happened

@Ferise1 I too didn't have no sudden healing, but I never gave up on faith. I listened to a lot of Christian music on Satallite radio on TV and on Christian radio, even though the music sucked, but I sucked it up, because the messages helped shape me and encourage me and teach me truths...I also read my bible...I also had a Christian friend who knew the scriptures and helped me along the way with truths to encourage me and help me to rise above and overcome...I also 10 years into it, found that I could turn to a Psychiatrist and mental health for support, my therapist takes me to the lake every Tuesday for a coffee and to watch the ducks and crains and loons on the water and enjoy the out doors and talk, it's very theraputic and fun! I just have a good support system and these days I've had peace for a while, and everytime I think to myself I am blessed I get the fragrance of Life, and everytime I think to myself that I am blessed I get the fragrance of Life to which Christ died to Give me a sweet aromatic perfume that get's caught up in my thoughts that guides me! And I can hear the Heavenly Seraphim Angels singing Holy Holy Holy and Halleluhah or just sweet harmonies! I knew I was just passing through the valley of the shadow of death, even though I fell a few times, and got back up again, I always wished I could replace my demons with Angels never knowing that that too would one day be my reality as God turned my darkness into light! All we can do is to repent for the Kingdom of Heaven is near!! Even for people like us!! There was little nuggets of grace in the begining but then God's grace and miracles become the Norm, just beautiful and Holy and lovely guides and someone to Love!

@saintsong did Jesus speak to you? Because it sounds like you’re just trying to convince yourself there’s something there.

@Ferise1 First off you have to know the scriptures to recognize the Holy Spirit, even the enemy will disguise himself as an angel of light and knows Gods word better than we do...But yes if I speak in tongues of men and of Angels but have no love I gain nothing... Once I cried out to Jesus like I was standing there crying in His arms sobbing for 3 days, when my husband was on drugs, and my pastor had hurt me, and I only wanted to make my past right....Then these youths from all over North America called in to this Christian Youth Call in Show, the first one said that there is a young lady who just wishes that someone would just touch her and view her as a gift??? No I do not think I am Gods gift to man... But I do wish to God Himself that He would view me as a gift, and that's when I realized that the invisible hand touching me was actually His!!! The hand of the Lord was upon me, plus God let me know He was watching me by being a visionary through His people who in turn made Movies, commercials and music videos of my life!!! No word of a lie! I dedicate it all back to Him!! Then the next youth called in and said inner beauty comes from a calm and gentle spirit!!! Yes, when I spoke these words to my husband I saw a bright light and grabbed my throat for the words that came out of my throat were so soo soft and yet soo powerful like tounues of and Angel hearing tongues of youthes or tongues of men!! Then the next youth said He who is without sin cast the first stone...Only Jesus is without sin!!! And the last youth said those who call upon the Lord He will show them great and mighty things that of which you did not know!!! All of these words were so powerful and so true to me, like they spoke my language!!! But which I once dedicated to man, I realized was best dedicated to God, and I also learned that all scripture is God breathed, these words came out of my throat as like breathing so soft yet so powerful! So Yeah I don't believe that speaking in tongues is like clucking like a chicken or pretending to speak another language you don't know....I believe it is really about speaking your language, your truth of truths, hearing a word from God's children, spoken in the spirit of either an Angel of the Holy Spirit, a calm and gentle spirit rather than a demon! Plus these words spoken came from both the Old testament and the New Testament scriptures, so I finally realized that all scripture is God breathed and true... That's when I fell in Love with God... It happened in Spring 2006 six years after giving faith a fighting chance... It took a long time, but I was dedicated win or loose, and It was just the begining of a great adventure!!! Oh yeah and my husband quit doing drugs that night!!! Hallelujah!

@Ferise1 Yes us Christians are a peculliar people! We are transformed by the truth not conformed to the world! Don't hate on it! And please don't let your pride deter you from coming to Christ yourself...He is God in human form. I believe. Just to show us the way, and to take our place in judgment and condemnation. To set us free! No mere human could figure that out on their own...He is Holy, God the Father is Holy, and the Holy Spirit is Holy, that's why the Seraphim Angels sing Holy Holy Holy!