My son just said if I didn't send their best friend to hell none of this would be happening!

First off I love this young man like my own son! He was always my favorite out of their friends!!! I would never send him to hell!!! But unfortunately one day he came over and said that he thinks their mom has a crush on him!! I was like noooo I love you like I love one of my kids! Thinking about when my own friend said that he was going to grow up and be a hottie! That was all on her, not me! I tried to save him, I tried to tell him to turn to God as best as I could!! He rejected the movie yes, but don't reject God, as I heard him say that he rejected God! He was one of the good ones, when other people wanted to off me, he called the police and said the truth he protected me, then soon after that the demons went after him! He saved my life!!!! And then that happens to him??!!!!!! I'm just as broken hearted over him as my kids are! I never wanted that for him!!! I am grieved over him, but I want him to know that there is still hope even in the valley, if he would just give Jesus a fighting chance!!! Now I think my son hates me, a lot! He thinks it's all my fault his friend is like me hearing voices!! I tried to save him, I really did, maybe not enough! I don't know, but now everybody hates me and I wouldn't doubt that they would feel better if I wasn't here any more. Whatever that means. I'm sorry! It was out of my hands!! I am not God!! I loved him!! He saved me, the least I could do was try to save him too, and I did, but none the less...Dear God I'm sorry! Please save him!