There are soooo many people who hear voices, and I'm, me alone.... Am their target!

It's always about me! Nobody else! When their voices talk it's about me.... The person who rejected the voices and chose GOD! And boy did the voices ever get mad. So people who hear voices and don't care about the God of the Bible. always read me. They read my fragrances of life. They read my thoughts. They read the thoughts that are in me but are not me like as if they were me (my own demons) and false prophets will go out into the world and deceive many and the love of many will grow cold if that were possible! It's like the game two truths and a lie!!!! So many people in my kids lives are those who hear these voices! But I love these people~ Not their voices! Don't shoot the messenger! It's not their fault! But these voices have come against me and my loved ones The voices read me alone, but not my kids or other people just me, so all of these young adults who hear voices are all just reading me and me alone, probably because I belong to Jesus Christ and they are mad. And I'm doing my best not to bow down to their voices if you know what I mean.... I want to obey Jesus Christ, not the voices, but they point out my sins. Thus I repent~~~ I don't want to do the right thing because of them but because Jesus is my Lord! It's just so difficult! Lord give me the discernment and help me to rely on You Alone Jesus Christ!!!

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ItsMeMorgue · 46-50, F

So, you chose to listen to the one voice out of dozens that claims to be God.

That's a choice.

saintsong · 41-45, F

@ItsMeMorgue Yes I chose to choose the God of the Bible...In the beginning when the voices surrounded me and they all told me I am god I am god I am god! I didn't believe them! I knew that they were demons! Soon after I had a supernatural experience with Jesus's blood pouring over me like rain drops covering my body, then noticing all of my clocks stopping in my house, like I was taken to another time and place, then being in a catatonic state hearing the screams from hell.... I saw the CROSS of JESUS CHRIST accompanied by a loud cracking sound CRACK!!! Like the sound of rocks splitting! In that moment there was peace! In that moment I was redeemed! In that moment Christ died to give me His LIFE.... The Fragrance of life a sweet smelling aroma perfume that get's caught up in my thoughts that leads me to life! Christ died to Give me His LIFE!!! He's the real deal!!! I believe Him to be whom He is said to be according to the bible!! The Son of man, the Son of God! I choose Him because when I was falling He saved me and loved me!!! That's why! I will never betray Him for all that He's done for me up to now! Because of Him I am seated in Heavenly Places and I can literally hear Heavenly Angels singing!!! And I know that my destiny is already mapped out and that I'm going to Heaven am I going alone or not??

ItsMeMorgue · 46-50, F

@saintsong So, what I'm hearing you say is that the being who made you the way you are doesn't like the way you are, so in order for him to forgive you for him making you like you are, he had to kill himself by sacrificing himself to himself to save you from himself.

saintsong · 41-45, F

@ItsMeMorgue We have free will. Free will to be good, or free will to chose evil....I chose the good, a little too late. But not too late because His grace is sufficient for me even in my condition.

ItsMeMorgue · 46-50, F

@saintsong Really? Free will? In a universe created by someone who supposedly knows everything that will ever happen and can manipulate everything to create the outcome he wants?

Let me put it this way. Imagine I have a little mouse, and I build for him a maze. At the center of the maze, I put some strawberries, and I put the mouse in one corner of the maze. The mouse has a ton of choices at that point, including to just take a nap and ignore the strawberry smell. But knowing that I do that my little mouse loves strawberries, I know that he's going to make the decision to try and navigate the maze. And I also know that while there are many choices, there's only one path that leads the mouse to the strawberries. In that way, I've manipulated the mouse with my superior intelligence. Can it honestly be said that the mouse has free will?

saintsong · 41-45, F

@ItsMeMorgue My dear my head hurts... I wish I had all of the answers, God calls us to have an answer as to why our faith is why it's at and to defend it, but also He calls us not to argue... In the begining, I just felt that the God of the Bible was Good, and that the voices that I was hearing were evil!!! I just wanted to be on the Good God's side, I'm a simple woman that's all! And over the years He's manufested Himself to me, thus causing my heart to swell up with Love for Him and to believe that He was real and true!! I have never been happier, and wish this happieness and love and grace to others with good intentions! I do believe He created each universe in the great unknown! I do believe that Christ is the redeemer! And because of Him I do believe that unworthy me will get to go to Heaven because He made Him He Who knew no sin became sin for us so that we might have the righteousness of God! I believe that what Christianity hinges upon... And to me that's great!! Don't you agree?? Like what a transaction?! What a freedom? What a gift?? What saving grace??? Yessss Please!!!

ItsMeMorgue · 46-50, F

@saintsong Yeah, what a gift. All I have to do is kiss his ass for eternity, and he won't throw me into the lake of fire that he made in order to throw me into if I reject him.

saintsong · 41-45, F

@ItsMeMorgue Why would you reject Him, He created you, He knows you intimately, what your desires are, He speaks your language knows you so well. He absolutely Loves you more than any human could ever love you...He would die for you? To erase every single sin you've ever committed! And yet you'd reject Him?? Why? I guess you do you, but Maybe you don't know Him like you should?

ItsMeMorgue · 46-50, F

@saintsong Yeah, you make him sound so appealing. The problem is, if he made me this way, and knows exactly who I am, what I am, and what I will become, then he knew that I would basically be garbage in his eyes to be thrown out.

saintsong · 41-45, F

@ItsMeMorgue Well, He doesn't count my sins against me, and He see's the best in me, and says well done good job, even after a long bout of struggling with sin... Once it was over and I chose what was good for everyone involved, He saw what was good in me and praised me! And encouraged me. I love having encounters with the Good Lord like these! For there are many! It makes my life interesting, like an exciting adventure to see what the Lord has for me next! And the grace that follows that causes me to be in awe and wonder, so far He's been healing people whom I pass by, in Hospitals and such, I can hear them say I feel better! Or I've been healed!!! Plus I can hear Heavenly Angels singing Holy Holy Holy and Hallelujah! It's pleasant and lovely for this I am grateful, all I can do is wonder what other graces could he bestow upon me in this lifetime? Thus the name saintsong! Cause I can hear the Heavenly songs!!! For you you may have not experienced Gods wonderful graces, but as for me I have, and it keeps pulling me closer and closer to God Himself! To me it's undeniable to believe the unbelievable I am really really happy because He made me believe! I gave Christ a fighting chance and He won!!!

ItsMeMorgue · 46-50, F

@saintsong

Well, He doesn't count my sins against me...

He would if you ever stopped blatantly kissing his...

...ring.