I showed my social worker from Mental Health a music video which I believed to be one of my worlds...
Next thing I know he's saying good bye! That always happens!!! It's really really hard to stay once you've seen the worlds, like looking into a dim mirror it's hard to face yourself, very very hard when it comes from the Holy Spirit who cannot lie!! I thought it was cool at first until I wanted to run away!!! Throw it in the garbage!! Say that the truth isn't in a movie!! But we only see in part until the fullness comes then we will know as we are fully known! Which between me and God that is truly a beautiful thing, not something fearful! But I can understand how and why everybody wants to leave me once they've seen these worlds!!! Sigh! On the surface it isn't scary! And I am called to do my best to reach those in these worlds for God, knowing full well satan is also calling these of my loved ones to his deception! And both the wheat and weeds will grow together until the Harvest! Gods children will be gathered up, and satans weeds will be burned up!! I do my best to tell them that this will happen!!! And send them my love, and try to teach them to search out Gods will first and foremost!!! This was the last world or music video, or show that I'm sure freaked out my social worker, who is no longer my social worker... And I'm sad to see him go!!! I did have sin in me, but I feel like it wasn't me but satan tempting me with sin that all I could do was to ignore it every day as I went on with life... That's all I can do is to ignore satans temptations and images and thoughts he plants into my mind... I ignore them and forget them and ask God to wash me clean in the blood of Jesus, and move on... I don't care for sin, I would never act upon it, once I see it, I seek God... I care about what is right and what is good...I don't think it was even me but satan himself I am not guilty of what satan does to me!! This was the music video... On the surface nothing scary at all!!! But do take heed that it is a certain call from God Himself!!!
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