When I heard of one of my worlds... My family doctor came into the room yelling at me saying it's garbage it's garbage! You read too many romance novels!!! I don't even like watching TV!!! Immediately I knew that he had seen one of my worlds AKA the movie of my life, my world.. And yes I was having fantasies about him, but kept on begging God to forgive me please forgive me please forgive me!! I felt so bad I lost all faith and fell!! I feel the Hand of the Lord, please don't fall!!! Trust in Jesus Christ who forgives and He never casts stones to glass houses! It really wasn't my fault, but demonic influences causing me to have bad dreams I didn't want! Yet felt guilty for which is exactly what satan wanted!!! What a trapppp!!! Anyways if the world loves you it would love you as it's own!!!! First off he was not mine to love romantically, but had his own wife and belonged to her!!! I wanted to fight for a better world, one that cared about how my husband would feel, how my doctor would feel, and how his wife would feel if what was in my heart came to light for all to see, was clean, good and loving in purity not romantically with the wrong person!!! Then God told me through one of His people that I really loved people, and to be good! I repented from fantasy in the secret places in my mind at 31 years old, going back years since I was 4 years old and repenting from that sin!!! And other sins related to that...Out of Love for God... Living more simply! And now I'm always fighting for a better world, by being careful with what I watch, think, dream, believe...!!!! God is always watching, and I want to be in the Light I do not fear, because I choose to not be evil!!! 16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son. 19 This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. 20 Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed. 21 But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God.
