My three-year journey with Jesus and Mary 2/3
My experiences with praying the Holy Rosary, praying to God, observing the Ten Commandments and going to the confessional and spreading the Gospel of Jesus Christ. 4/8
In Peru:
They gave a lot of signs that the war was starting, and more than once the voices of the Virgin Mary and others told me that I had to leave the Czech Republic, otherwise something would happen to me.
So I surrendered the apartment and registered with the labor office and the social welfare office, and with the last money I saved I bought a plane ticket to Peru.
I read a lot of articles on the Internet that I can find a job there and that it is a safe country.
Within a week I ran out of money, there was nowhere to hide, I injured my leg, I couldn't even walk, my phone broke and I didn't have a penny.
I had to solve problems and ask where to go for three days before someone let me go to a PC cafe for a while, and it took a few more hours before I could put a SIM card in someone's phone and then withdraw money.
,
Finally, by some miracle, I made it to the capital..
I couldn't find any place to hide anywhere, only one tree by the river where the homeless people are eating.
Every day for 5-8 hours I prayed to Jesus Christ to find a job and financial help.
Every day I had nightmares about how everyone around me has expensive cars and houses, how they win in slot machines, How they walk with beautiful women, and they laugh that I sent it to them.
I lay under that tree for 3 months.
Spinavy went every day to get some buns and bananas, I had money from my mother who sent me a few hundred a week.
Every day I still had aggressive states and fits of rage for no reason and I kept hearing voices saying that I was a sinner, that I did not pray reverently, that I had to wait a little longer before God would hear me.
Every day I had nightmares and bad dreams where everyone kept attacking me, and everyone was prettier and richer and walked around with buggies and attacked me in different ways, I was always weak and sick.
Even so, every day I spread the gospel and YouTube Christian Poland channels and a few others.
Every day I still had to pray 4 holy rosaries and the way of the cross and the crown for divine mercy.
After that, I always had a few hours of peace from those voices and from the last state.
The only thing I got in Peru was an old dirty sweatshirt that someone left on the railing, it could have cost about 200 crowns.
I had to pray for it for 700 hours.
Then I wrote to a rich person on fb, and he and my mom sent me a plane ticket to the USA..
I was very much looking forward to being there and I received a lot of signs on the Internet that I would find a job there, so that I could at least return to the Czech Republic.
....
My experiences with praying the Holy Rosary, praying to God, observing the Ten Commandments and going to the confessional and spreading the Gospel of Jesus Christ. 5/8
In USA/Miami
I was starting to get very tired every day, but I thought it was because of the heat in that city.
Every day at six in the morning I went to a place where you can shower and have breakfast, and then to a Christian charity where they gave lunch almost every day.
Otherwise, every day I lay on the hill next to the road and prayed to find a job and financial help and part-time work.
In the entire time I was in Miami, I only found a fake one hundred dollar bill on the ground.
..
Otherwise every day the same thing, absolute fatigue, lots of sleep, praying the rosary and praying to Jesus, spreading teaching channels about Jesus on all Christian forums, and almost every day nightmares and worse vibrations and worse dreams, even a year ago they were dreams from beautiful worlds, now every day only.absolutely swollen worlds without any energy where someone always attacks me and insults me and everyone still has money and beautiful women...
I once had a dream where I was armless and legless and I said on TV that I love Jesus and the Virgin Mary.
No one was having fun with me, I didn't have a job anywhere, and I couldn't donate plasma either.
I was there for about two months, always going back and forth, before someone sent me about 1,300 crowns for a plane ticket to New York.
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My experiences with praying the Holy Rosary, praying to God, observing the Ten Commandments and going to the confessional and spreading the Gospel of Jesus Christ. 6/8
In New York:
The prayer of the Holy Rosary already started to make me feel very bad and dark and I was forced to stop it.
When I got over it, I had to sleep for like 12 hours..
I got into the camp for US citizenship applicants and finally after 5 months I was able to relax.
..
I still had problems with demons and other disorders, so I just went to the gym every morning to try and do some exercises, and the rest of the day I just lay there and prayed for the demons to be cast out and away from the darkness.
..
My tourist visa in the USA was about to expire, so the social workers paid for my plane ticket to the Czech Republic and I returned back.
.
When I was in the Czech Republic, the voices in my head and the hallucinations went away for the first time in my life..
..
In five days, all the voices and illnesses and everything I had been fighting with for years came back.
And he didn't do anything at all, he didn't drink beer, he didn't look at anyone wrongly, and only once I got into a bit of a fight with some people who mocked me for being homeless.
Immediately after the argument, the nightmares, hallucinations, voices and numbness returned.
In one dream, I was then told that I was a sinner, and God condemned me to more years with demons and schizophrenia.
..
Then someone told me that I could find a job in the Netherlands, so my mother lent me a bus ticket and I went to Amsterdam.
In Peru:
They gave a lot of signs that the war was starting, and more than once the voices of the Virgin Mary and others told me that I had to leave the Czech Republic, otherwise something would happen to me.
So I surrendered the apartment and registered with the labor office and the social welfare office, and with the last money I saved I bought a plane ticket to Peru.
I read a lot of articles on the Internet that I can find a job there and that it is a safe country.
Within a week I ran out of money, there was nowhere to hide, I injured my leg, I couldn't even walk, my phone broke and I didn't have a penny.
I had to solve problems and ask where to go for three days before someone let me go to a PC cafe for a while, and it took a few more hours before I could put a SIM card in someone's phone and then withdraw money.
,
Finally, by some miracle, I made it to the capital..
I couldn't find any place to hide anywhere, only one tree by the river where the homeless people are eating.
Every day for 5-8 hours I prayed to Jesus Christ to find a job and financial help.
Every day I had nightmares about how everyone around me has expensive cars and houses, how they win in slot machines, How they walk with beautiful women, and they laugh that I sent it to them.
I lay under that tree for 3 months.
Spinavy went every day to get some buns and bananas, I had money from my mother who sent me a few hundred a week.
Every day I still had aggressive states and fits of rage for no reason and I kept hearing voices saying that I was a sinner, that I did not pray reverently, that I had to wait a little longer before God would hear me.
Every day I had nightmares and bad dreams where everyone kept attacking me, and everyone was prettier and richer and walked around with buggies and attacked me in different ways, I was always weak and sick.
Even so, every day I spread the gospel and YouTube Christian Poland channels and a few others.
Every day I still had to pray 4 holy rosaries and the way of the cross and the crown for divine mercy.
After that, I always had a few hours of peace from those voices and from the last state.
The only thing I got in Peru was an old dirty sweatshirt that someone left on the railing, it could have cost about 200 crowns.
I had to pray for it for 700 hours.
Then I wrote to a rich person on fb, and he and my mom sent me a plane ticket to the USA..
I was very much looking forward to being there and I received a lot of signs on the Internet that I would find a job there, so that I could at least return to the Czech Republic.
....
My experiences with praying the Holy Rosary, praying to God, observing the Ten Commandments and going to the confessional and spreading the Gospel of Jesus Christ. 5/8
In USA/Miami
I was starting to get very tired every day, but I thought it was because of the heat in that city.
Every day at six in the morning I went to a place where you can shower and have breakfast, and then to a Christian charity where they gave lunch almost every day.
Otherwise, every day I lay on the hill next to the road and prayed to find a job and financial help and part-time work.
In the entire time I was in Miami, I only found a fake one hundred dollar bill on the ground.
..
Otherwise every day the same thing, absolute fatigue, lots of sleep, praying the rosary and praying to Jesus, spreading teaching channels about Jesus on all Christian forums, and almost every day nightmares and worse vibrations and worse dreams, even a year ago they were dreams from beautiful worlds, now every day only.absolutely swollen worlds without any energy where someone always attacks me and insults me and everyone still has money and beautiful women...
I once had a dream where I was armless and legless and I said on TV that I love Jesus and the Virgin Mary.
No one was having fun with me, I didn't have a job anywhere, and I couldn't donate plasma either.
I was there for about two months, always going back and forth, before someone sent me about 1,300 crowns for a plane ticket to New York.
.....
My experiences with praying the Holy Rosary, praying to God, observing the Ten Commandments and going to the confessional and spreading the Gospel of Jesus Christ. 6/8
In New York:
The prayer of the Holy Rosary already started to make me feel very bad and dark and I was forced to stop it.
When I got over it, I had to sleep for like 12 hours..
I got into the camp for US citizenship applicants and finally after 5 months I was able to relax.
..
I still had problems with demons and other disorders, so I just went to the gym every morning to try and do some exercises, and the rest of the day I just lay there and prayed for the demons to be cast out and away from the darkness.
..
My tourist visa in the USA was about to expire, so the social workers paid for my plane ticket to the Czech Republic and I returned back.
.
When I was in the Czech Republic, the voices in my head and the hallucinations went away for the first time in my life..
..
In five days, all the voices and illnesses and everything I had been fighting with for years came back.
And he didn't do anything at all, he didn't drink beer, he didn't look at anyone wrongly, and only once I got into a bit of a fight with some people who mocked me for being homeless.
Immediately after the argument, the nightmares, hallucinations, voices and numbness returned.
In one dream, I was then told that I was a sinner, and God condemned me to more years with demons and schizophrenia.
..
Then someone told me that I could find a job in the Netherlands, so my mother lent me a bus ticket and I went to Amsterdam.
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