the power of prayer...is anyone praying for you?? how many years since anyone prayed for me??
those who care about me have moved on to the other side, leaving me all alone.
no one new has filled their place. evidence of the darkness is all around me, but evidence for the LIGHT is very dim, except in the power\ beauty of nature. am i asking the wrong questions?? there seems to be no response. i only know to give thanks for the small things that happen and keeping me safe. the loneliness is deeper than words can express, there is just an unheard painful moaning deep within me. maybe this is a gift?? my cross to bear?? it's the only answer i can come up with, as i read of other believer's lives and the clarity they had for what their mission was in life.
no one new has filled their place. evidence of the darkness is all around me, but evidence for the LIGHT is very dim, except in the power\ beauty of nature. am i asking the wrong questions?? there seems to be no response. i only know to give thanks for the small things that happen and keeping me safe. the loneliness is deeper than words can express, there is just an unheard painful moaning deep within me. maybe this is a gift?? my cross to bear?? it's the only answer i can come up with, as i read of other believer's lives and the clarity they had for what their mission was in life.
56-60, M