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I can hear the angels singing right now, but I have no clue as to what I'm supposed to do with this gift? I do believe that the reaper angels (Sephriam angels in particular) have gathered me unto themselves. I believe that I am going to heaven.......But what else, should I become a musician and sing about what the angels have sang to me? holy holy holy and hallelujah, and please know that I love you I really really love you and you're beautiful???? I honestly don't know what to do with this gift, prehaps I should become a musician and lead others into the paths that lead to heaven, such as facing down ones demons, and world, keeping a friend, and loving God with everything and loving all others with brotherly love, and repenting from sinful thoughts......It's just nice to hear them, it sounds heavenly, I feel loved, and I feel special, though God doesn't view anyone as more important than the other....Maybe I'm here to tell you that there is in fact a heaven above us watching over us, and that I couldn't have done it without obeying in and having faith in Jesus Christ...Prehaps I am a candle of hope to the lost souls out there who are condemned that they don't have to sell their souls and that they too can make it to heaven if just they gave faith a fighting chance.....I wish that I had some kind of special knowledge that the angels could sing to me, that I could impart to you, but they usually sing the words AAAAhhhhhhhhhhhAhhhhhhhh, and they sang that which I already mentioned........All I know is that I feel completely blessed to get this chance to hear heaven.

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LeftWingProgressive · 22-25, T

saintsong · 41-45, F

Yes I have schizoaffective disorder, I have faced my demons and overcome them, and my darkness has turned to light, It used to be very scary, but now it's beautiful.

LeftWingProgressive · 22-25, T

@SaintSong:

saintsong · 41-45, F

@pickledlilly: I am in no way suffering.....My darkness has turned to light, the thing I don't like about psychology is how it lumps God and the devil into one.

LeftWingProgressive · 22-25, T

@SaintSong: i'm not sure if psychology does do that... unless you mean in the sense of hearing voices and seeing visions.

saintsong · 41-45, F

@pickledlilly: it does, if you hear from the devil, it's schizophrenia, if you hear from God it's still schizophrenia! I am not down for that, they should create a new condition for those who's darkness has turned to light, and not view it as an illness but as a gift.

LeftWingProgressive · 22-25, T

ah. it's hard to view it as a gift when it debilitates people. are you emotional and unbalanced ?

saintsong · 41-45, F

@pickledlilly: I feel completely like myself, very content, happy, ready to see where life takes me....I have overcome schizophrenia, my diagnosis was schizoaffective disorder but that too has gone into remission, as I have overcome the spirit of Jezebel....and won...now I go from glory to glory, where the angels sing, and people are healed of their diseases, not because I can heal them, but because God is with me emmanuel.....blessing me with his greatest blessings....but now even that too has died down, and from time to time I'll hear the angels singing...I am not debilitated in anyway, I am there for my children, and I do my chores, and visit friends and family, I live my life fully functional, but it wasn't always like that, there was a time from 2000-2006 where I was completely schizophrenic and lost, and debilitated, but with Gods help and guidance, He turned my darkness into light. There is a reason why He sent Jesus Christ to be my savior, he really did save me from schizophrenia. The last psychiatrist diagnosed me with bipolar with psychotic features aka hearing angels sing, which is an even better prognosis than schizoaffective disorder, but no I know it was schizoaffective because of the spirit of Jezebel but I overcame her, now I wouldn't even dream of it, God has rised my valleys high and my mountains low, I am evenly balanced, and the only voices I hear are sweet sounding heavenly angels, just like the bible said I would.

LeftWingProgressive · 22-25, T

i see. how old are your children ?

saintsong · 41-45, F

@pickledlilly: The twins are turning 18 in December, my daughter is 12, and my youngest son is 9....I became schizophrenic when the twins were 16 months old, and had to have a nanny to take care of them for the first few years of their lives, because I could barely do it. But with my husbands help, I've been raising my children on my own since 2006. And they are turning out really well. None show any signs of psycosis, or any depression, or any mood problems, two of them are in Air cadets planning to enter the military when they are done, and they all get along really well and are well behaved.

LeftWingProgressive · 22-25, T

is your family religious ?

saintsong · 41-45, F

@pickledlilly: They all believe in God and consider themselves to be Christians, but none of my kids are baptized because that is a choice they have to make on their own. They go to a Catholic school, and to bible camp in the summer, but they haven't come with me to church in over a year....They are believers but are not devout like me, they have morals and are really good kids, they don't lie cheat or steal or anything, so they are doing pretty good, but I pray for them if they may have sin in their hearts, they swear and cuss, but they are just being teenagers.

LeftWingProgressive · 22-25, T

what do people do at bible camp ?