I Am A Christian And Don't Expect Everyone Else To Be

@bijouxbroussard the bible says that my people are destroyed by a lack of knowledge....But thankfully Christ came and died in my place and said Father forgive them for they do not know what they do. My story was right there in the bible, if I knew the consequences maybe I wouldnt have done it.....The word opens the eyes of the blind to what will happen.....And God is Just.

@schizosaint Yes God is just.

@bijouxbroussard I pity that you blame yourself for your illness. A deity cruel enough to compel you to feel that way is not one I could ever believe in.

@bijouxbroussard the only one who was ever cruel to me was satan and his demons....I picked him up by playing with tarot cards and wicca....which the bible strongly warns against....if only I knew....that I broke the first commandment.....God is love and just and forgiving, He always sees the best in us even when we sin.

@schizosaint Not if he’s jealous and punishes us with lifelong illnesses. That’s cruelty.

@schizosaint I'm sorry you see God as cruel and that you fight against him and get upset..........I wish All of the good He has done for me was expressed to you that you could experience His goodness.....like I have you would be in awe and wonder and fall in love with Him....I have been angry with God for allowing certain bad things in my life too, I cannot understand why He would allow satan and his people to attack me the way he does and the pain and suffering Ive endured but he showed me that He never left my side and walked me through trying to cheer me up through it all and when the whole world took a massive shit on my soul God preformed the most incredible miracles in my life ever replacing all of the bad memories with the most incredible experiences to dwell on instead thus healing my broken heart......we all suffer thats because there is a devil.

@bijouxbroussard but he does heal every sort of illness....those miracles were healing miracles that he did for me and the people....those are my good and wonderful memories but they were just a taste of whats waiting in heaven for us, where there is no sickness nor crying or pain.....satan dwells here on earth, I believe that most sickness and pain is caused by demons and of course biological genetic ect, but when I prayed for that little boys healing it was like a demon was cast out of him and he said I feel better now... he was wheeled past my room in a hospital bed because he was too sick to walk,,, the next day he was sent home from the hospital. I wish you could have been there even the doctors were claiming other miracles

@schizosaint If your faith brings you solace and peace then it has its place and I apologise for being critical. Best wishes to you and yours. 🙂

@bijouxbroussard you rock!