I Am a Christian and I Love Jesus

Life has gone back to being simple again after the storm, there was alot of damage and alot of loss, but we all survived. It took me a long time to heal my wounds, but I have healed and am better now....I still have a deep love for God, now more than ever and that is where I want to stay....like the lyrics in a song says it's not who you knew, it's not what you did, it's how you live....I asked God for someone to understand me, who better than God Himself....and it was I who gained understanding which really helped me to figure everything out and accept the things that are....Our dynamics have changed, I still think that you're cruel, but I also think that you do care, and it helps me to face you in times to come. I just hope you don't get me fired up again, I could never endure your abuse again....but then again maybe that's just who you are and I should just accept you for who you are.