I Am A Christian But Im Not Perfect

I have been struggling with my place in Christ for the last couple of years...Truth is that I want to live a godly life but I haven't got a clue as to what that looks like yet. I believe that I have a form of godliness but I am still struggling with love for material possessions, and the love of money as that is all that I dream about, and for the most part it's getting boreing, I'm the type who wouldn't be satisfied with winning the lottery, no my greed wants me to win it 10 times, and having everything is never enough when I do have money I spend it all on having more clothes, I am never satisfied I gotta have it all.And where does this fall into place of being a Christian? It doesn't for I am out of God's will seeking pleasures rather than doing something good with my money.