Venting: getting this off my chest

So there’s this married deacon who is in charge of OCIA and I have felt chemistry between us for awhile. I don’t want to go into details but I’ve stayed back because I’m trying to get baptized but there’s definite chemistry. I think the long linger stares he gives sometimes is a dead give away. ( there’s more ) but
I want to say this on her because I refuse to text it to him please let me get this off my chest. I’d be like: hey, I know you’re married but I need to know are you attracted to me.? I’m pretty well versed in body language. I mean you sit near me all the time you stare at me from across the room, and you joke with me alot, not to mention finding ways to touch my shoulder and no one else’s, and by saying hello to me more than my friend/sponsors is off …