Phew this work is pushing my mind ..
As I am working towards that application all sorts of questions arising
"Why do you want back in the matrix"
"Why do you want that much money"
"Why you think you are that good to apply for such and such institution"
"Why don't you go back to your camping and free life"
And more and more. But I have made it. Not fully there yet, there are details missing, but the body of the application is ready and today it became presentable.
Tomorrow it will be completed and then Sunday I will leisurely revisit it.
It is a mind trip, the doors opening.
And what is best is, I am realising I can actually begin taking small actions towards everything that this fellowship can bring to me. So despite the results, I will have gained the clarity regarding the next steps to be taken.
"Why do you want back in the matrix"
"Why do you want that much money"
"Why you think you are that good to apply for such and such institution"
"Why don't you go back to your camping and free life"
And more and more. But I have made it. Not fully there yet, there are details missing, but the body of the application is ready and today it became presentable.
Tomorrow it will be completed and then Sunday I will leisurely revisit it.
It is a mind trip, the doors opening.
And what is best is, I am realising I can actually begin taking small actions towards everything that this fellowship can bring to me. So despite the results, I will have gained the clarity regarding the next steps to be taken.
