I continue working on my application regarding a scholarship I want to receive for a teacher's training in qigong.
I want to thank @ABCDEF7 for the encouragement to work on that as I was so close to abandon it because of all sorts of blockages I was creating whilst I know this is for me, it is good for me...
Now I have finished after days if not weeks of going around it, the video with me talking about, a descriptive text, a photo and few more.
I have all the pieces together but I am not sure if I should send it now or wait, let it sit and edit more.
Sometimes there is this freshness that is lost with endless edits and I have already done enough editing.
Sometimes too much edit makes cracks for doubt to arise regarding your materials too.
But then again, it is always good to see with fresh eyes.
Then...as I am going to move house just tomorrow, I am worried that if I do not send it today, I might get distracted with trying to settle in the new place all over and I might not have the clarity I now have at this place.
There is still time until the deadline, but then there is nothing wrong with being intentional and early either - unlike my past self that would always always enter at the very last date of each deadline.
Now I am prepared because I know that this is important to me. Not clinging-to-it-important either, but clearly recognizing how that is a rock to help me, a stepping stone upon my path <3
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I need a break to eat something! It's been a working Sunday but I am not complaining !
Now I have finished after days if not weeks of going around it, the video with me talking about, a descriptive text, a photo and few more.
I have all the pieces together but I am not sure if I should send it now or wait, let it sit and edit more.
Sometimes there is this freshness that is lost with endless edits and I have already done enough editing.
Sometimes too much edit makes cracks for doubt to arise regarding your materials too.
But then again, it is always good to see with fresh eyes.
Then...as I am going to move house just tomorrow, I am worried that if I do not send it today, I might get distracted with trying to settle in the new place all over and I might not have the clarity I now have at this place.
There is still time until the deadline, but then there is nothing wrong with being intentional and early either - unlike my past self that would always always enter at the very last date of each deadline.
Now I am prepared because I know that this is important to me. Not clinging-to-it-important either, but clearly recognizing how that is a rock to help me, a stepping stone upon my path <3
...
I need a break to eat something! It's been a working Sunday but I am not complaining !
