I think I smelt my aura as I was coming into my flat earlier

@Ferise1 A bit. Most people do before the rush of surviving.

@H1raeth I used to love theme parks now it would be a different story

@Ferise1 I'm sorry to hear that. What changed?

@H1raeth well it’s funny you ask because I have a terrifying feeling that I’m falling into hell since 2018

@Ferise1 I can understand how that would be an issue.

@H1raeth sometimes when I’m on the highway I freak out. I feel like I’m falling into a bottomless pit into a black hole and there’s no escape. It’s petrified.

@Ferise1 That sounds bitter. We've talked about it before and I'll say what I said before which is that this has happened to you countless times but you've always survived. I'm not a proffessional though... You might wanna see a doctor or psych about it.

@H1raeth it’s the reason I joined the church and I’m reading the Bible but it’s not convincing at all. I’m starting to laugh because it’s all a scam.
My hell problem is real on the other hand

@Ferise1 Make sure you read The Gospel, The New Testament. That contains the most revelent and important doctrines.

I believe you and I'm sorry because it must be terrifying. I've had panic attacks when I was younger which is a bit like that.

@H1raeth how do I find the gospel?
I searched it on a Bible site and it just gives me quotes containing the word gospel

@Ferise1 It starts at the book of Matthew.

@H1raeth oh yeah I read that it wasn’t convincing

@Ferise1 https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans%201&version=KJV

you can choose bible version and read all books, listen to God's voice to understand the bible

@Ferise1 The Bible actually says that people will be like this, in 1 Corinthians 1:18
"For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God."

Join the winning team man.😎

@H1raeth I can’t force my self to believe something. It’s like forcing yourself to believe the moon is made of cheese. You can think it you can say it but you won’t believe it.

@H1raeth do you understand what I said here or are you just hiding your head in the sand like an ostrich?

@Ferise1 Sorry man, I got distracted. Yes I appreciate what you saying. Maybe you need to step out in faith. Have you ever done Communion or being baptised or anything like that? Not to take these things lightly. Please read the scriptures if you do these things.

@H1raeth yes I’ve been baptise several times even recently by a Christian friend and I read the Bible but it’s not convincing at all. I can’t force myself to believe it.

@Ferise1 Interesting... But you haven't done Communion?

@H1raeth I think so when I was a kid

@Ferise1 When people are kids, sometimes it's just a formality. Maybe step out in faith, say; Jesus, I don't understand why everything happens or all the scriptures but I'm going to trust you for a moment
and take Communion.

The church usually will prepare you for it with the relevant scriptures so you know what exactly what you're doing.

@H1raeth so it’s witchcraft?

@Ferise1 I think you are trolling me now. What I said stands though. It's a powerful statement to take Communion. It's the opposite of witchcraft.

@H1raeth it’s exactly the same as witchcraft