I Am Interested In the Paranormal

I want to believe in the Paranormal, I truely do. In the same way I want to believe in religion. All the lore and beliefs, cryptids, ghosts and demons. It would make our world so much more fascinating. Perhaps even give life more purpose, to discover the ancient and unknown. To see the world in a whole new reality would be something. Alas, I have never experienced anything close to paranormal.