I Am A Ghost Among People
One day I broke. I was sitting on a chair playing a video game on my laptop, and suddenly I broke. At first, it was an intense pain on my back, and in a few weeks, I was not able to walk.
It was the end of my life because my life was exercising and training. Only when I was training I felt like myself, like being complete. But it finished, and part of me died. At first, I tried to fix myself. I tried to get help from doctors, it didn’t work. No one knew what had happened to me. I felt angry. I directed my anger toward my family because they were an available target. then, I got depressed and wished for death. It took me a long time to accept my situation and learned to live with constant pain. But I never managed to put my self together. I get lost. Fist, I lost myself, Then I lost my hopes, next I lost my beliefs and at last, I lost my virtue. I became empty from inside. I was so empty, that I almost became transparent. Then, I turned into a ghost.
It was the end of my life because my life was exercising and training. Only when I was training I felt like myself, like being complete. But it finished, and part of me died. At first, I tried to fix myself. I tried to get help from doctors, it didn’t work. No one knew what had happened to me. I felt angry. I directed my anger toward my family because they were an available target. then, I got depressed and wished for death. It took me a long time to accept my situation and learned to live with constant pain. But I never managed to put my self together. I get lost. Fist, I lost myself, Then I lost my hopes, next I lost my beliefs and at last, I lost my virtue. I became empty from inside. I was so empty, that I almost became transparent. Then, I turned into a ghost.
